hv been in nz for a month, but it seems to be longer for me
it seems that i hv been worring about $$ a lot everyday~
did not bring lots of $$ here, and cant hv the same life as others~
cant hv big meal everyday, cant hv chocolate, ice cream, cake..... all the food that i luv..
even so, i still like that, try to use the least $$ and hving the largest joy~
searching for free food in different yha and bbh, can sometimes get biscuit, tomato, rice, peanut butter, fruit....

being here let me learn a lot
i do miss my family so much, the strong feeling that i dun even hv when i was in japan
i miss all the things in hk that i dun ever think of b4
i treasure all the things i hv in hk
the feeling that i dun hv b4 and i am so lucky for all the things i hv in hk

the best things i hv here is to meet lots of great ppl
dunno why we can be that close and trust each other
we dun ever meet b4
we r only hving the same situation here
that is also the luck that i hv

a month...
i need to say 88 to them and go for farm accomodatoion exchange by myself
i do miss them and dun want to say 88, but i hv to and need to do so

experience can let me grow~

まもなく、一人の旅を始まりますよ
ようやく始まります！
将来はどんなるのは分かんないけど、
将来って誰も分かんないから、今自分が出来るだけで頑張ります。
結構ワガママだけど

一向都不怕一個人的旅途
以前也曾經一個人到處去
只是這次的旅途很長

我不擔心, 只擔心會看不盡不屬於自己的世界
我不擔心, 只擔心會體驗不夠另外的生活模式
我不擔心, 只擔心自己讓機會溜走
我不擔心, 只擔心在港的家人

很多事情發生了
雖然未至到像別人般要出走
但我需要有另一個我, 不至於新的我
只是一個長大點的我

あたしのワガママ、すみません。